Kuciang Aie is You

                                                                         

“Babe, are you still angry with me???????? I have said to you before she was nothing for me. I never meet her. Believe me dear!!!!!!!!!!!!” he explained it to me but I still did not believe him because he used to do the same damn thing. How could I believe him??????? He called me many times but I didn’t want to answer it. I let my phone rang until the battery is low.

            Then, I received a new message from him. First, I was lazy to open it because I was really disappointed to him. He has hurted me. It was pain here. I thought you can felt it.

            “Babe, I’m really serious with you. I’m going to engage you if you still don’t believe……………”

            I was still confused. Must I reply his message? Otherwise, I still didn’t believe him. But, I still loved him. So, what must I do? Oh god gave me the way! I thought it for a moment but it was not enough, I needed much times. All day I thought it. At last, I made a choice that I must receive his sorry and gave him a chance. Yeah, I hoped he could use it well. Then, I replied his message.

            “Okay, I’ll receive your sorry but it’s your last chance. Don’t do the same damn thing. I’ll ignore and kick you from my life if you do it again. Keep your promise! Did you know, actually I really serious also with you but you always make me disappointed. Why babe?? Really I still disappointed with you.”

            After I sent this message suddenly my phone rang again. It was not a called but just a message. Yeah, it was from him. I opened and read it soon.

            “Later I will not speak and answer hers.” He replied and made me sure to him with his words. Then, he called me and I answered him.

            “Assalamualaikum.” He said softly.

            “Waalaikumsalam.” I answered.

            “Babe, I love you and trust me please. I swear for the god that I never meet her. I just wanna you. If you want I delete her, I’ll do it.” He explained to me.

“It’s up to you!”

            “So, what must I do?” he asked.

            “I don’t know.”

            “Tell me, please…”

            “Just do the best.”

            “What must I do?” he repeated.

            “Ask your heart, ok!”

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Next day, on tomorrow morning until tomorrow afternoon I didn’t get communication with him. I was lazy to call or send his a message although I’ve received his sorry. Yeah, exactly at 12.41 pm I got a message from him. Sure I read it.

            “Babe, are you still angry with me??? I’m really serious with you babe…pardon me for yesterday and I promise wont reply it. I’m so sorry…”

            When I wanted to reply it suddenly new messages came again. It was still from him and still about his sorry words. It was exactly at 12.45pm.

            “Forgive me babe………… I’m really serious with you………”

            Again and again he tried to make me sure and believe him. I thought that I was too selfish if I’m still angry. I tried to open my heart because I knew that god could forgive us. Why I couldn’t??????????  Unfortunately, when I opened my heart I saw a girl called honey to him and they had an appointment to meet each other. I saw he was happy. Spontaneously I’m shocked. Since that day I have promised to my self that I wouldn’t keep him in my heart.

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            Time passed away for five days, I never saw and heard about him. On nice afternoon after I came from taught I lied on my bed. I was so tired because my school was far from my house. It’s about 40 minutes from mine. When I wanted to take a nap, my phone rang. But it’s just a new message.

            “I’m sorry babe and I didn’t lie to you. Now, it’s up to you. You wanna believe or not. Clearly, I was honest to you.”

            “Huh, big liar! Big mouth! Why did you still contact me? Did you know, you left many pains here? I couldn’t sleep, eat, and smile because of you. It was hard for me to believe you.” I said to my heart. 

Aaaaarrrggghhhhh…….Three times he was lie to me and I thought it was enough. I hoped he never disturb me. Really I didn’t want to know him. I bored to hear his apologize. Every time he said it but every time he also did the same thing. But, it’s ok coz I was not her girl friend. I’m sorry good bye… Have a nice life Kuciang Aie……

THE END

Written on August 6, at 00.14am